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~OZZ88:iconOZZ88:

i feel the light betray me  
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Velocity of a Tragic Memory

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2008, 9:34 PM
this is just a story..:frail:

check this [link] out ..this is now how i feel

if i never found this LINKIN PARK and never tasted that Photoshop my life will be better ...and i will never have these bloody hunger,...and those tears.........
sometime and today ..i want to DELETE all of my deviations but i can't do this anymore ..
Do i have some poor creativity ..?
some people ..ah..everyone i know getting a lot of favourites and comments ....but i'm not...
am i a most stupid person in DA ..or in this Creativity world ???
u may be think i'm so jealous..but i'm not ..i'm just DEPRESS..and just wonder ...why ..??
but i got this feeling for so long ago..since i joined in DA..
Sometime i feel like DA is my HOME and....sometime..it's a bloody HELL...
i'm really tired of DEPRESS, SICKNESS, and HUNGER
whatever ..i don't have a plan to stop doing Photoshop ..i must go on and on..until my last day... but is not too far ......

don't u think i'm a fool. ?....but the only thing i want u to know is i'm not threatened u trust me ..i'll never..:hug: ..thank u so much for gave me a lot of happiness ..
i wish tomorrow will be a little bit better than today

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


xxxx....................................:iconozz88:

  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: In The End
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: >>
  • Eating: <<
  • Drinking: -------

Devious Information

  • Current Age: will i ever forget to remember ??
  • Current Residence: right beneathe your skin
  • Interests: Chaz, Photomanipulation, Sleeping
  • Favourite movie: The Ring, The Other
  • Favourite band or musician: CHESTER BENNINGTON !!!!!(Linkin Park)
  • Favourite genre of music: Nu-Metal
  • Favourite artist: CHESTER !!Van gogh, Doggery, Rache-engel
  • Favourite poet or writer: CHESTER !! Stephen King
  • Favourite style of art: Emotive
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: *^*
  • Shell of choice: Inside my shell i wait and bleed
  • Wallpaper of choice: created by myself
  • Skin of choice: WinampModern
  • Favourite game: All Horror Games
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sid(Ice Age)
  • Personal Quote: i can't live without Photoshop CS3
  • Tools of the Trade: Songs/CS3/and my feelings

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Devious Comments

*Dark-Yarrow:iconDark-Yarrow: 13 hours 47 minutes ago
:wave:

Thank you for the fav!

much appreciated :aww:

:hug:

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*DA-Networking
*Apophysis

:ahoy:

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~moirailah:iconmoirailah: 1 day 11 hours ago
thank you for the fave!

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*Moira

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Gabriel's laughter vibrated through his head and was left ringing in his ears for weeks to come. Seek first to understand, and then to make others understand in turn, Child.
~NatashaKineva:iconNatashaKineva: 3 days 7 hours ago
Hey, thanks for the :+fav: ^^

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:pointandlaugh: Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy. :meditation:
~OZZ88:iconOZZ88: 4 days 1 hour ago
no problem :love:
~titania86:icontitania86: 4 days 3 hours ago
Thanks so much for the fave! :heart:
~PaltZu:iconPaltZu: 4 days 17 hours ago
Finnish :D

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Free Porn!!--->>[link] No, not really, you pervert xD

- Yritä ny ens ajaa...
- Mähän yritän!! ...Mä painan kaasua!!

PaltZu, at your service ^^
~OZZ88:iconOZZ88: 5 days 1 hour ago
:olya: very welcome and thank u too :zombie:
~OZZ88:iconOZZ88: 5 days 1 hour ago
no problem..:crazy:
~Hardy05:iconHardy05: 5 days 8 hours ago
thanks for the fav LP fever

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~chesters-linkin-lady:iconchesters-linkin-lady: 5 days 12 hours ago
thankies for the :+fav: :hug:

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Mike: I'm gonna sprout wings outa my ass one day and fly around the world!
Chaz: Sounds like fun, can I join you?


a cat falls in a pool, a rooster laughs. moral of the story? a wet pussy makes a cock feel good :lmao:
~Overkill766:iconOverkill766: 5 days 12 hours ago
Many Thanks, that you add my work to your collection :w00t:

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~nalle91:iconnalle91: 5 days 21 hours ago
thanks to you for tha fav! :aww:

:heart:chazychaz:heart:
~OZZ88:iconOZZ88: 6 days 7 minutes ago
welcome mate...:tombstone:
~Tsutoka9Misuki:iconTsutoka9Misuki: 6 days 17 minutes ago
Thank you for the :+fav: :)

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And she's gone
Her memory washes over me
We are forced to carry on
Living in this hell without her strength
Mind controlling
I writhe with agony in the dark
How could her absence create this distortion?
~suphafly:iconsuphafly: 6 days 11 hours ago
Thank you. :D

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One .FLy 2 RuLe Them All!
~Chasy88:iconChasy88: 6 days 14 hours ago
Thanks ... ahm, hopefully the smiley don't mean a bad thing for me? :O_o:

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Sweetpuff loves her honey-bunny!!! :heart:
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Follow the light ...
At the end is a lamp. ;)
~NenyaUndomiel:iconNenyaUndomiel: 6 days 20 hours ago
Thanks for the fav :)
~axrine:iconaxrine: 6 days 22 hours ago
Owhhh!
That's sweet!! ><

:iconbackhug: you too! :D

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The new disease - cureless:
Chazitis and Mikeness

It spreads real quick through air bond!
Don't be afraid, this disease won't kill, will only cause people to lose sanity and to chase Chester and Mike.
~OZZ88:iconOZZ88: Jul 11, 2008, 1:33:36 AM
i've just found this lovely :below:
:iconbackhug: for Chester and
:icongromp: for U !
~axrine:iconaxrine: Jul 10, 2008, 7:55:42 AM
THANK YOU! (again!)
:hug:

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The new disease - cureless:
Chazitis and Mikeness

It spreads real quick through air bond!
Don't be afraid, this disease won't kill, will only cause people to lose sanity and to chase Chester and Mike.